i feeel like dying

Nights are so lonely man
Feel like crying.
My parents are both gone
Course’ I feel like dying
No body knows what I been through in my lifetime
This aint Regis dawg can’t get a new lifeline.
I don’t know what rumors ya’ll heard through the pipeline
Fuck a Rolex sub; I need me a nice nine
Aright fine, I'm just kidding
Right now I’m just sitting
In my college course chillin, A’s I hope im getting
Everyone around me has parents to come home too
They take advantage of um, I know I used too.
They didn’t really have any point in the ur life
Except to tell you what you can and cant do.
If I could take it all back now I wouldn’t.
I would have bought even more watches I know that I shouldn’t
Should I drop another 60 on some more Ed hardy?
Will it make me a better person in the long run? Hardly.

Chorus


Everyone thinks im so strong, shit I’m tryin
But every fucking minute I feel like dyin
If I said I didn’t miss my mom or my dad
Then may god strike me down, cause I’d be lyin.
I could smoke pot and cut my fucking wrists and be emo
But in reality it’s still serene though
I can’t even laugh with my boy AK
Aka ak-47
Dude was with me on 9/11,
And when my mom was sick, he wasn’t even nervice
But he didn’t even attend her funeral service
The nerve this
Motherfucker has got.
Would I show up at his funeral, maybe not
I don’t really try and talk to him a whole lot
I think ill stick with the friends I got.

Chorus
Of course when she’s gone I get teary eyed
I even bawled when Jerry died.
I was a dead head
Listened to some mellow joints
Now im tired and going home,
Whats the point.

© Jared Raitzyk industries.www.jaredthedon.blogspot.com 2007