not that bad

Well, passover went well I must say. It may seem to the average reader or outsider that I am bitter and angry about my family and I just want to live alone and be a hermit, but anyone who REALLY knows me well, knows that family is one of the most important things to me. You take things for granted when you have them. fathers, mothers, little brothers and sisters, pests and annoyences to those who deal with these aspects every day, but for me, these things are what keeps my head up.

All of my aunts and uncles and cousins are like my mothers and fathers. They still tell me what I should do, they still feed me and take care of me when Im sick, and they are for the most part there for me when I need it. And my cousins are like the siblings I never had. I have fun playing basketball and even polly pockets, because I never had that before, and its a feeling that makes me feel needed. Novelty's? a novelty is something that ALWAYS entertains you. they annoy me constantly, all of them, but if they didn't i wouldnt be getting the full sibling expierience.

Of course, I was missing some family members last night, but w/e. I called them and wished them a happy passover anyway. Any they never called me back, so to me that sounds hypocritical doesnt it? But this enrty isnt that type of bashing that you might be looking for, so sorry to dissapoint you _______ but im not giving you any more fuel to the fire. now its on you, and im done.

so ahppy passover to you and yours... and im out like flash pants