its my birthday ill buy expensive shit if i want too.. you would too if something bad happened to you.... (to the tune of thata song)

this is the watch i am buying myself for my birthday. it costs more then my first car. I will have in on my arm no later then novermber 26th, in which i will be 21 fucking years old. i am so happy about that. but alas, with that will come problems I am not ready for yet. it all started on saterday night when i met this cute girl at a party. she was really into me. i got her number and we chilled for like 2 hours. i went with her on monday night, and last night, but she had lied about her age, and alas, she was a little too young for me at age 17.

she will be 18 in feb, maybe then we'll try it agian, but doubtful. she was jewish, which was an advantage for me, since im jewish, but, she was too young, and i aint trying to go to jail. haha i knw its not really that much of an age difference really, but i just cant moreally do it., i feel bad. i dont know, its weird., i have small "siblings" in my life, and if they ever went out with an older guy, i think i might chop that guys wang off. I am super protective of my "sisters". and when i see this girl that shall remain nameless, i cant help but think that i did the right thing by ending this. but alas, my heart was really in that relation shp. i will be missing her seriously. but on the other hand, my watch is coming... i will probably get in tons of trouble for it... fuck it. im 21 god damn it... its my birthday. u only live once.