father time is the biggest thief.

I haven't really been blogging lately this is true. I have a lot of shit on my plate right now with school and work and all my multiple side projects. Creative people have art add. Its true. I am constantly trying to come up with the next big thing that will make me rich, whether its magic or a book idea, or a clothing line, or a music idea. I need better DJ equipment period, but I haven't had enough jobs to really validate spending the money as of yet. its a double edged sword because I don't want to market myself as a DJ then get a job and be unprepared. I need to stop doubting myself. Im an average DJ that could probably be considered better then the dj's that do like bar mitzvahs and weddings and things of that nature because they just play songs and I make songs, but the songs I make are a mixed bag as my friends will tell you. Sure I have some that a amazing and some sound like ear diarrhea, but overall they aren't anything of enough merit to validate me calling my self a professional DJ. I'd love to reach that girl talk status one day, but its a hard thing to do. I didnt think i'd be 23 and have a 15 thousand dollar watch collection either, so...