what a week

I am off school this week, and a lot of things went down. first, my birthday which is 2morrow was supposed to be celibrated tonight, with my family, however, charlies father arther died, so the funeral was this morning, and so my birthday was no more. Then last night i was supposed to go out, but when i called over my cousins house to get my suit, i heard cameron was in the hospital due to an allergic reaction to a cashew. so she was rushed in an ambulance to sini. meanwhile, i rushed to the store and got her all this stuff, balloons, a nickalodean magazine, a card, skittles, goldfish pretzals, and chocolete bars,which ii had to eat myself because i didnt know if the nuts would bother her, beacsue there may be traces if nuts in the factorey in which the chocolete was produced. I topped it all off with a huge stuffed dog that was bigger then her.

So when she came home and saw all the stuff.. which I got for her, she was very excited and surprised, even though she looked like a blonde chinese midget. I did let nicole and madison amke a little sigh they added in with the rest of it. haha, I know they love cameron, and jordan loves her too, and it was just a stressfull day and im a little nuts. no pun intended.

Cameron is very special too me, shes more like a sister then a cousin, and i would do anything in this world for her. I must have been crazy to go out and buy all that stuff, miss getting drunk with my friends and perhaps meeting a cute girl to rush over and make sure that she was alright, but thats how much I care about her. Both her and madison are like the siblings I never had, and i feel very special to watch them grow up and be a part of there lives. but now I am off to finish some homework and watch the ravens game. peace, shalom, and whatever

happy mutha&^%$# thanksgiving charlie brown

its about kwanza, but they didnt have a thanksgiving one... NOT FOR THOSE WHO ARE OFFENEDED EASILY....enjoy

my uncle marvin turned 68 today... happy birthday to him and a good and healthy year. peep the gift he gave ME... lol

kanyeeze, I feel ya pain brah

Kanye's moms passed away yesterday, the louis vouitton mom. as most of you know, my mom also passed away this year is may. that was the hardest thing I ever ad to go through in my entire life, hands down. kanye as expierienced alot of shit in his life, and i can relate. people forget that kanye almost died in the hospital from a fractured jaw and he was in an almost fatel car crash, just like me, who spended 9 monthes in the hospital and could have had permanant brain damage. Kanye is arrogent, yea, but you know what, when people step on you coming up, you gotta be cocky, and thats what it takes to be a sucess. so Kanye, I can relate fam, and to anyone else tha lost someone, especiallialy a parent, ya'll know how it feels to have your mother or father pass away.

results are in!!!

the results are in, my first mix tape sold a stagering 5 copies its first day dabut, and not to anyone that I know! jared's aka dj pandemiks premium blends are hot shit son, and I am doing big things. volume two is on its way very shortly. HollA at ur boyeee.




this is a chopard gran toursimo xl that belongs to my friend marc and he owes me money so he gave this watch as colateral, its worth like 4 g's... look it up... chopard... gran tousrimo.... dj pandemik strikes again!

my birthday gift to myself arrived today!!! yay

these are pics of how hot my watch is. its so beutyfull and i know i didnt spell that word right, but i have a breitling actually three breitlings yes there real, stop asking me, dont hate, open that shit up if you doubt me son. enjoy drooling over something you dont have, and maybe get yours hit together and you can cop one.

would you date this?

and so it begins again. the viscious cycle from a faulty relationship and i am stuck again with nothing. for right now. basicially, i went out with this girl who was immature. thats the bottom line. no hard feelings, no insult, i dont mean to put her down, or stoop to her level. I just feel let down and betrayed but it was something I should have expected from the beginning. LADIES, I Am a perfect gentleman. I treated this girl like gold. i took her out to sushi, piucked her up every single time, held the door, blas sey blah. in return i get bitched at and frozen out. so fuck it. I am 21 years old. and too tired to but up with some childish antics from some girl. I am not sure what hger problem is honestly, but it doesnt matter, its not something I am sweating. I am Jared the don, am I not, girls are something that comes and goes but my insanity is permanent.

ikea commercial you DIDN'T see

lean with it, barak with it....

Obama on snl last weekend...thoughts? comments?

my shit got public...

aight, so my first mixtape under my dj pandemik name has sold 57 units so far, and has been bought by wholesale distributer hollaback inc.. so i am blowing up the really underground mixtape circit right now, but your boy is doing big things.
its really hot fire blends, with lil wayne, project pat, jim jones, nas, mims, justice league, brittenye spears, its crazy son. you wont even know what to think

5 dollars if ya'll want a copy. although if my shit makes it to fucking limewire.. i think i would be a little flattered that i was that good to merit bootlegging.

Bodymore represent

this is the music video for "drug dealer" a song about NOT glorifying the act of slingin crack by a new and upcoming baltimore rapper named heavy gold. he's a friend of young leek of jiggle it fame, but he's way more gangster.. no offense leek. the video is independantly produced, but the single is hot, gritty and real. I live here in baltimore. like most, i have been dircetly affected by drug dealers, i lost my father to one. and he was an innocent bystander.

so think about that shit when u buy your next dub sack homes.

ps. heavy gold, is fucking hot... dont be a bitch, support baltimore and cop dat shit

its my birthday ill buy expensive shit if i want too.. you would too if something bad happened to you.... (to the tune of thata song)

this is the watch i am buying myself for my birthday. it costs more then my first car. I will have in on my arm no later then novermber 26th, in which i will be 21 fucking years old. i am so happy about that. but alas, with that will come problems I am not ready for yet. it all started on saterday night when i met this cute girl at a party. she was really into me. i got her number and we chilled for like 2 hours. i went with her on monday night, and last night, but she had lied about her age, and alas, she was a little too young for me at age 17.

she will be 18 in feb, maybe then we'll try it agian, but doubtful. she was jewish, which was an advantage for me, since im jewish, but, she was too young, and i aint trying to go to jail. haha i knw its not really that much of an age difference really, but i just cant moreally do it., i feel bad. i dont know, its weird., i have small "siblings" in my life, and if they ever went out with an older guy, i think i might chop that guys wang off. I am super protective of my "sisters". and when i see this girl that shall remain nameless, i cant help but think that i did the right thing by ending this. but alas, my heart was really in that relation shp. i will be missing her seriously. but on the other hand, my watch is coming... i will probably get in tons of trouble for it... fuck it. im 21 god damn it... its my birthday. u only live once.